The teacher was standing at the blackboard surveying the group of
children in the class. She had just demonstrated how to print the lower
case letter ‘f’ within the three horizontal lines that were neatly
drawn on the board. Now she was looking for a child to come to the
board and prove that she had been successful in ‘teaching’ the proper
placement of the letter.
I sunk lower in my seat, trying not to make eye contact. The words
‘Please, not me’ looped silently in my head. I knew how to print the
letter ‘f’. I knew how to print all the letters in the alphabet but I
didn’t want to go to the board and show her or anyone else.
The teacher called my name.
I stood up and walked slowly to the front of the class. I looked at
the ground in front of me – trying not to notice everyone staring at
me. I wanted to scream and run out of the room but that would have
drawn even more attention to me.
I took the piece of chalk that the teacher offered me. I could feel the
other children watching me as I tentatively placed the tip of the chalk
against the board and drew a straight line down. I knew I had already
failed to follow the instructions and I contemplated how to correct it.
I quickly placed the chalk back at the top of the vertical line and
added the curve and then finished the ‘f’ with the line across.
The teacher’s reaction was swift. “Wrong” she said sternly as she
took the chalk from me and proceeded to demonstrate the ‘correct’
method. She then instructed me to go to the other end of the blackboard
and fill two full lines with properly formed f’s.
I scuttled to the end of the board and began the task. The class
continued to ‘learn’ other letters and then they went out for recess.
With the now empty classroom my printing improved. The teacher came to
inspect my progress. Satisfied, she released me from the task and I
went out to play.
More than forty years has passed and I still pause and shudder each
and every time I print an ‘incorrect’ letter f. Yet, how I print the
letters is irrelevant to others as long as they are readable. So, was
the teacher’s lesson successful?
I’d like to believe that we don’t teach like that anymore.
Printing is a tool of communication – one of many. Using tools takes
practice. Not right or wrong, reward or punishment. Learning requires
trial and error; freedom to explore and experiment without fear of
being wrong. Punishments and rewards only teach compliance – nothing
more.
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